so yeah... those two words have begun a lot more than just my first article on a blog. they have ended a lot. they end silence, begin intamacy that should have never started, long nights on coke and playing cards, and long nights feeling insane and sleepless. those are just some examples of why i need a doctor. unfortunitly i'm a writer, and i cant just talk to people, especially not doctors. i need to write. hopefully this will save me because nothing else has, except for one person An...